I THINK THE HARDEST THING
Is coming on tumblr, seeing pictures of girls I thought were beautiful and skinny and knowing that I was there a couple months ago until I let it all go.
I really need some lovin, I am so discouraged and hating myself.
It’s not fair- I accomplished my goal and more… then I gained back because I am stupid as fuck and didn’t know how to say no to excess junk food and alcohol… I want to be pretty again for myself for my boyfriend who thinks I am beautiful now but I am not- I am fat and DON’T fit into my clothes. I hate myself so much.